June 9th, 2023 I remember many years ago, my cat (RIP Grosz) brought home a mouse. He was stalking the garden and the shed for any critters, keeping watch at various times of the day or night — but without much luck until this momentous day. I made a racket…

June 8th, 2023 Again, as soon as I form a sliver of an idea in my head and start to think it over and look for connections, there comes a realization that other people already had it before me. The same happened with the sudden realization that psychedelia (in art…

June 7th, 2023 I cannot help everyone—even, or especially those close to me. And it bothers me a lot and pains me quite severely. It is difficult for me to accept the fact that someone I deeply care about lives in mental and emotional discomfort. And yet, after careful analysis…

June 6th, 2023 I get angry, of course. It doesn't have to be anything serious or immediate or truthfully affecting me, no. There are things like inconsiderate drivers affected by an elective vision and selective consideration for traffic rules. Things like people being an hour late for a meeting with…

June 5th, 2023 I hate it and cannot take it when others think they know better than me about me. That they know better what is good for me. That they know better what and how I feel. That they know better why I do things the way I do…

June 4th, 2023 I cannot get enough. As soon as I think I have good knowledge and a solid grasp on a particular subject — I discover something new and wonderful and different in the said subject. …

June 3rd, 2023 Sleep (by Max Richter) - part 1 June 2nd, 2023footstepsofthefuries.medium.com There is a rhythm that is beyond the simplicity of heartbeats and continuity of breaths. A rhythm of subtle clues from the inside and outside. A rhythm of the totality of awareness of one’s body when its complexity distills to a single point of being. …

June 2nd, 2023 This is a masterpiece that paradoxically cannot be enjoyed as a whole. My judgment is based on only fragments I listened to over the last few days and no matter the partiality of the experience my high verdict comes easy. This album cannot be enjoyed as…

June 1st, 2023 I am buzzing. I am so happy and excited. I am so emotionally joyful that I even had tears in my eyes. Happy tears. All that stems from when an hour ago, by accident, I met a very important person to me. It was a chance meeting…