May 17th — May 17th I assumed something and learned again that I shouldn’t. And that assumption was just so slight that I wasn’t even thinking about it. I was in my local museum for an exhibition of recently discovered Bronze Age settlements along the Narew River in northeast Poland. They were discovered…

May 16th — May 16th When I was 14, my future seem easy and already set. I wanted to be a priest, and a Roman Catholic priest at that. I was not religious anymore at that age, but I thought that this whole belief and faith stuff had potential. Especially with me working…

May 15th — May 15th “Where the hell am I?” — I thought to myself. I mean, I knew exactly where I was. I was just entering the forest through the path there, like hundreds of times before. But the path looked so different today that I stopped for a minute to understand…

May 14th — May 14th If the size of this protuberance on my face could quantify my sense of smell, I would be a champion of the world. I have a HUGE nose, and it was for many years a problem, a shame, insecurity, and (in my mind only) a liability for me…

May 13th — May 13th The crowd was floating. The crowd was moving in waves. The crowd was carrying me between every person purposely walking forward. Everyone was moving in a different direction, but always forward. No one was moving backward, that would be silly. Everyone was trying to be the first, where were they going. Everyone with every…

May 12th — May 12th Things take time for me. There are thoughts that need to stay in my mind for a while, to mature and gain solidity. Sometimes it bothers me, that inability to react immediately to the situation or emotion at hand. But overall, I like the fact that I give…

May 11th — May 11th Let me start with apologies to Carly Simon — I am so vain, I am writing this post about me; I am so vain, I think everything is about me, about me, about me. Vanity is easy. It doesn’t cost me anything and yet can make me happier…

May 10th — May 10th I had a very productive last weekend. On Saturday, I took my mom for big shopping that required me to go to and from the market to a car that was parked far away, carrying crater after crate of flowers for the garden. Then I did actually work…

May 9th — May 9th Am I the best in anything? Is there something that I can say I am an expert in? Or show my superiority in the said subject? Am I in the good shape? Does it show in the clothes I wear? Do my clothes themselves shop my good taste…