January 13th

Well, I am getting older, today I feel still happy about all the work I did in the last couple of days, but I am also dead tired… Even Ada commented on that — that I look tired and beat down. I will slow down for the next days — tomorrow all need to do after work is to visit mom, Friday I have no plans after work and Saturday only a driving lesson at 10 am. Sunday will be for rest as well.

Important topic that we started today with Ada — what is my reward for being sober? For how long my sobriety and the way I feel while sober will be enough for me? Is knowing that I am a better person, and that others can see that change in me, keep me going? That is something to think about and explore in the next days.