May 7th

I feel terrible today, I wanted to write a lot about things that were happening to me and around me over the last couple of days, but I cannot. In half an hour I will have the therapy session (via Skype today) and it is good that I don’t have to get in the car and drive to a therapy facility because I don’t think I would be able to. My head hurts, I have a fever, my muscles (especially those in my neck) hurt like hell. I feel disappointed, disjointed, not able to think straight. I feel the onset of a depression, I am getting more and more unsettling thoughts about my addiction (possibly even cravings at this point).

I think I will stay at home for a couple of days. I want to feel better, and I don’t want to do anything stupid.

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footsteps of the Furies

footsteps of the Furies

“for they knew what sort of noise it was; they recognize, by now, the footsteps of the Furies”. Enjoying life on the road to recovery. Observing and writing.